I’ve been incredibly inconsistent with my blog posts and had the idea to create this post for like a month now -_-. Sometimes I wish I could just extract all these words and feelings I have inside and have them beautifully laid out or written by some AI program lol. But alas, creating these posts (and uploading songs and playlists to youtube) takes time and effort. I want to say that I’ve been too busy to post or that “I just can’t find the time” but in reality, I’ve just been preferring to play games and laze around in bed rather than putting pen to paper.  The reason why I…